This is complete random chaos. Of course, it would be silly to expect anything else. After all, this is all the things that strike my fancy, and Lord knows that's a crazy list!
Starting over.
We both now we rushed into this. We never stopped to think this through, & that’s my fault. I tried to go slow, but you managed to sweep me off my feet. How was I gonna fight the bone melting chemistry we have? Beyond that, you’re so caring. That’s a lethal combination. Yet, we have problems. I can’t hide the fact that I have commitment issues & a headstrong, stubborn, independent nature. You have a problem with trust, & an overprotective & massively stubborn nature. The result is I balk & back away & you get scared & push a little harder. We run that circle til I get mad enough to consider walking away. Then, the chemistry kicks in. Even when I fight that off, all the good memories crop up. The nights you stay on the phone with me all.night so I don’t have nightmares, Agamemnon, the way you call me “princess”, riding around in your truck with your arm around me & my head on your shoulder. That’s all it takes for me to know I couldn’t walk away. Still, we have to fix things if we’re gonna be able to do this. So we’re starting over. Honestly, I have no clue how we’re gonna do this. All I know is, we’re gonna try. Lord knows all my friends think I’ve lost my mind. Me? I think I love you.
