This is complete random chaos. Of course, it would be silly to expect anything else. After all, this is all the things that strike my fancy, and Lord knows that's a crazy list!
I’ve always been the kind of person who approached relationships and life with a rational approach. Oh, I made monumentally stupid choices, but they were rationally thought out. When it came to relationships, I always cut my loses and ran when things got rocky. I never bothered with emotional attachments, because they lead to pain. I was happy being basically alone. Then, you came into the picture. I fell way too hard and way too fast. When things got rough, I tried to walk away. I’d prepared my exit from day one, and didn’t think it would be hard. I was wrong. Lord knows I hate crying, but when I started packing up all of the odds and ends of our relationship, I lost it. Every shirt, every note, every little pretty you’d given me broke my heart. I tried, but I couldn’t do it. I hate to admit it, but I love you. I love you, and I can’t not fix things with you. Even when the rational thing to do is walk away.