This is complete random chaos. Of course, it would be silly to expect anything else. After all, this is all the things that strike my fancy, and Lord knows that's a crazy list!

Walking Away.

I’ve always been the kind of person who approached relationships and life with a rational approach.  Oh, I made monumentally stupid choices, but they were rationally thought out.  When it came to relationships, I always cut my loses and ran when things got rocky.  I never bothered with emotional attachments, because they lead to pain.  I was happy being basically alone.  Then, you came into the picture.  I fell way too hard and way too fast.  When things got rough, I tried to walk away.  I’d prepared my exit from day one, and didn’t think it would be hard.  I was wrong.  Lord knows I hate crying, but when I started packing up all of the odds and ends of our relationship, I lost it.  Every shirt, every note, every little pretty you’d given me broke my heart.  I tried, but I couldn’t do it.  I hate to admit it, but I love you.  I love you, and I can’t not fix things with you.  Even when the rational thing to do is walk away.